liking a lot like love

yea i know it's really weird. but i'm watching it on youtube right now and i kept asking myself why i hated it so much back then.

before i had this huge regret because we watched it at a movie house because for me it didn't make any sense. haha!

and now, i think it's actually a good one.

well...it just proves one point: I'VE CHANGED. :P

gaaaaaaaah.

you were in my dream when i fell asleep this afternoon. it was sooo weird. but then all my dreams are weird.

i'm happy right now and i think it's better this way.

heeeheee. :P

hmm.

two souls met and decided to take a long walk together towards a rainbow.

with their hands intertwined, they took each step carefully along the vast greenery then stopped.

they were at the edge of a cliff so they decided to jump.

slowly they let each other's hand go and jumped...completely unaware that they do not know where they would land.

one soul landed on a different world.

while other one fell at the end of the rainbow wondering where the other one had gone.

hmm hmm.

it's past 10pm again and still i'm wide awake. haha. haven't slept early for the past couple of days. don't know why.

nothing much happened. everythings's back to normal. people are again very very busy. as for me i'm desperate to get a job or maybe a project.

jeeez. i don't know. i'm ready to leave if ever an opportunity comes. nothing would get on my way.

as much for him, nothing has changed and yes, he's still the same. i'm not sure if what's happening between me and that person is a good or bad thing.

i'm glad that we are okay. chill lang. hehe.

that's all. will get to sleep na. hehe.

grrr.

conchita is now mulfunctioning. huhuhu. grabe lang nakakabadtrip kasi bad timing talaga. di tuloy ako makapagnet gamit siya. kainis talaga!

tomorrow luwas ako. hay sana okay naman at maging mabilis rin. gusto ko makauwi ng maaga e. hehe. hirap la ko makakatulong tomorrow pag magsusukat ako. haaaaay.

sana maging okay na talaga lahat. ewan ko kung makakatulog ako agad ngayon kasi parang loaded bigla utak ko dahil sa pagaayos ng kung anu ano.

super stress go away. please. hinay hinay lang o. haay.

hello again blogger :)

it's already past 12 in the morning and i'm still wide awake. jeez.

maybe that explains the pimples. grr.

okay, so i had a very long day and i didn't receive any message from him. fine with me. i think 'inconsistency' is beginning again.

oh well, what can i do? he's really like that.

damn.

update. :)

waaaaa! super missed blogging. it's been like what? two months? one month? since my last post here. haha.

so many things happened and i can't put into words everything. super unexpected rin kasi. at this point, i'm really happy. hiiiii. hopefully more good things will come. hehe.

really praying that i'll have another project soon. :) my 'little brother' would finally come home and i'm so looking forward to it. hehe.

hmm. so ayun. nothing much to say. basta i'm happy and i'm enjoying every minute, every second of it. :)

hello again. im back! haha.

OMG! finally i'm back after exactly a month suffering from writer's block. the hell i am still affected by it. but now, i just wanted to write something here.

super missed blogging! as in. don't know what happened why i suddenly stopped. ahaha. anyway, for the past month andito lang naman ako. life is still well...practically the same for me.

so nothing much have changed but i can say that i'm happier than last month. :D yiii. naaaaah, di ako inlove. i'm just in love with the idea and the feeling that i'm actually moving forward. hehe. it's a strange feeling that somehow i'm on my own and i really love it! haha.

so that's it for now. hopefully would be able to write a new entry soon. :))

hinga. hinga.

haay nahihirapan akong huminga kaya pahinga mode na.

may student license na ko! hahaha!

tomorrow is a different day. kanta yan ha. hehe.

i can't twirl no more.

i need to stop. there's no point anymore. i can't do it. i can't feel it.


going back to my normal state.


now i want to leave.

wala nang twirling.

supposedly di ako magbblog ngayon pero here i am typing another entry. hehehe.

lately, joa and i have been texting each other regularly. single kasi ang bessy ko so ako ang katext. hahaha. aun. nakakatawa lang mga pinaguusapan like ung mga tampuhan namin nung bata pa kami and all.

kanina nakatext ko rin si memel. hehehe. lokang un pinasend nanaman sakin ang lyrics ng song na gusto niya. buti naman this time chorus lang. hahahaha! so aun ang events. nagayos rin ako ng cabinet ko kanina. hehehe.

tomorrow magbabasa ako ng old letters. matagal ko na rin di nababasa ulit un. since wala naman akong magawa un siguro gagawin ko tomorrow.

haaay. okay goodbye kilig na ko. wala na ulit e. naglapse na. hehehe. sana mafeel ko ulit para happy.

sleep na ko. 'til next time. :)

ang kulit.

grabe di naman kami close pero personal na masyado mga tanong. ang kulit kulit. di ko na nireplyan. naiinis rin kasi ako sa ganun. grrr.

anyway, sleep na ko. haaayz.

so sino ka kaya dito? hahaha!

nakita ko lang sa isang album sa facebook. napagtripan kong ipost tas ilagay kung sino sa mga friends ko ung naisip ko sa bawat character description. walang magagalit. trip lang. :P

anyway, eto: ung iba nagfall sa maraming description. hahahahaha!

THE GOOD FRIEND: joanna. the best pa. actually lahat. naks! :D

THE SLOW ONE: #1 kazel #2 deza. hahahaha!

THE PIMP: wala naman. hehehe.

THE GOOD LITTLE CHURCH GIRL: jami raeee and aira :)

THE SHY ONE: ako? haha joke. augie

THE ONE THAT ALWAYS SWEARS: aceline and manelon. hahaha!

THE GRUMPY ONE: james-super ill-tempered parin. tsktsk

THE ONE THAT ALWAYS GETS HURT: ahnbh? hmmm. janette and memel. peace!

THE ONE THAT'S UP TO NO GOOD: hmmm. wala naman. haha!

THE JOCK: mua

THE ONE WITH THE BAD MEMORY: janette, memel, seth, jundel. kelangan na nila ng memory enhancers. haha!

THE GEEK: mark, jaythee hahaha!

THE INNOCENT ONE: joy haha.

THE GOODIE TWO SHOES: ewan

THE DRAMA QUEEN: memel hahaha! and janette again :P pati pala si kelogs. hahaha!

THE LAZY ONE: hmmmm...alain? haha.

THE GANGSTER: kariza, denise, jajing hahahaha!

THE STYLISH ONE: gelli, lean

THE FLIRT: definitely kelogs! more twirling! hahahaha!

THE TINY DANGEROUS ONE: aceline, denise, athe jhuvs

THE TOWER: enzo

THE ONE WITH ALL THE GOSSIP: trix, jo-p. dati pati si memel haha

THE LADIES MAN: no doubt. definitely james liwag. hahaha! peace pepito. :P

THE ONE YOU CAN DEPEND ON: marami - joel, gian,

THE ANNOYING ONE: manelon. grr. minsan si jaythee ren. haha!

THE CUTIE PIE: trix! :D

THE PRINCESS: meeeeh. hahaha! augie, kariza

THE FUNNY GUY: mister joey, jundel hahaha!

THE ONE WHO'S ALWAYS HUNGRY: memel, joy, gekai, gian, kuya jem

hahaha! ayan. naaliw talaga ako. hehehe. opinion ko lang yan ha. labyu friends! :P

YES or NO

saw this at facebook so i did it out of boredom. hmmm, don't want so many people to view my answers so i decided to post it here. haha.

Asked someone to marry you?
-NO.

Kissed anyone of your Facebook friends?
-YES.

Been arrested?
-NO.

Slept in until 5pm?
-NO.

Fallen asleep at work/school?
-YES at school

Held a snake?
-NO. too scared. hehe

Ran a red light?
-NO. but my mom did several times. hahaha

Been suspended from school?
-NO. i'm a good student. :)

Written off your car/motorbike in an accident?
-NO.

Been fired from a job?
-NO.

Sang karaoke?
-YES. haha

Done something you told yourself you wouldn't?
-YES.

Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?
-NO. it came out from my mouth. haha

Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
-NO. doesn't snow here.

Kissed in the rain?
-NO. but i think that's romantic. hahahaha

Kissed someone you shouldn't?
-NO.

Sang in the shower?
-YES. all the time. :P

Sat on a rooftop?
-as in roof? NO. pero rooftop ng building YES.

Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes?
-NO. no one would dare. hahahaha

Broken a bone?
-NO. hope i wouldn't.

Shaved your head?
-NO. i wouldn't do that

Got a tattoo?
-NO. i think it's scary. yikes.

Blacked out from drinking?
-NO. don't drink too much.

Played a prank on someone?
-YES. hahahahaha.

Felt like killing someone?
-YES. i was angry but i didn't really mean it. haha

Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry?
-NO. nbsb. haha

Had Mexican jumping beans for pets?
-NO. what's that?

Been in a band?
-NO.

Tripped on mushrooms?
-NO.

Donated Blood?
-NO. i can't. i'm underweight. hehe

Eaten alligator meat?
-NO.

Eaten snake meat?
-NO.

Still love someone you shouldn't?
-hmmm.

Think about the future?
-YES.

Believe in love?
-YES.

okay so much for boredom.

BEST bonding moments :D

went to manila yesterday para sa get together naming 4 nina memel, joa at joy. super bonding kami kina memel. grabe til 5am kaming nagkkwentuhan. hahaha!

nagmeet muna kami ni joy sa magallanes kasi di pala sanay magmrt magisa ang pinsan ko. hahaha! aun tas meet namin si memel sa gateway. kain sa burgoo kahit mejo di satisfied tas hinintay namin si joa saka kami pumunta kina memel.

sobrang saya. as in! hehehe. the best talaga. nun lang ulit kasi kaming 4 nagkausap ng ganun. so dami kwento simula sa bottom ng pyramid. hahaha! aun tas inom din ng konti. kakatuwa talaga.

mga 2am nung pumunta si seth dun kasama ung friend niya para dumaan lang. tas ayun sabay kami ni joy na umuwi sa kanya. hehehe.

grabe ang traffic pa. super tagal ng byahe. kawawa nga si seth.

pero aun. super happy dahil super saya ng bonding moments naming 4. weeeeeeeee! :D

OLD comment (from my friendster account)

ngayon lang ulit ako nagopen ng friendster account ko after a very long time. nagbura ng ibang pics then binasa ko ung mga comments ng friends ko before. aun, bigla ko lang naisip ipost ung isang comment sakin dati. basta super old comment. eto:

11/15/2007 6:57 pm

si nikolette? first of all super taray. kahit mahinahon ang boses, di mo alam galit na pala. well,nakilala ko siya noong high school pa. crush ko itetch hehe.tpos naging kuya ang role ko dahil sa utos ng kanyang mahal na ina,hehe.moving on, a very smart young lady,interior designer?she offered me to design my clinic if ever mkatapos ako ng medicine hopefully i will. masunurin?mejo.a good listener sometimes when you're talking to her, it seems she is lost at wala sa sarili pero nakikinig pala, and here's the catch, she remembers everthing you said kahit ilang years pa nakalipas, parang tagaremind what happen before.talo pa nya ang ngmemory enhancers or glutaphose hehe.what else, hostess sya, kc lahat ng social gatherings ng high school barkda.what else can i say, she made me realize a lot of things, it helped me become more mature. she still calls me kuya and i will be here from now on for her and will try not to hurt her in any way. hey, testi ko haha.basa lang..wait mo lang ung iba..

ayan, ewan ko ba, feel ko lang isave dito.

short hair na ko!

at last! after so many years, SHORT NA HAIR KO! as in!



woohooo! love it! sarap ng feeling ang gaan kasi. hahahaha! will post pics at my other site this weekend. tomorrow na ang bonding night with joa, memel and joy! weee! can't wait. :P

super LSS

haay. i can't get katy perry's thinking of you out of my system.

"cause when i'm with him i am thinking of you, thinking of you...i wish that i was looking into your eyes"

tumutugtog talaga sa isip ko since nung dinownload ko. grabe. hahaha! again, kuya thanks for the gift of music. maganda nga. :)

isa pang sobrang nakakaLSS is smash into you by beyonce.

"i wanna run, run, smash into you..."

isa pa would be disappear also by beyonce. haaayz.

anyway, super love those songs. ewan ko kung bakit. i mean i'm not really inlove right now. parang nakakagaan lang talaga ng feeling pag napapakinggan ko un. hehe. btw, 1,2,3,4 by plain white t's would also belong to my favorites list. :D

geeeez. super thanks for the gift of music. hahahaha.

going back.

read my old blog entries at my multiply site. la lang. nakakatawa. parang my world evolved around a certain person for a period of time. grabe pala. i wasn't aware na ganun. ngayon lang.

anyway, i'm really excited na magfriday na. hihi. bonding moments with my very best girl friends. :D

hmmm. til here na lang ulit. good night. :)

p.s. i'm really happy right now. contented rin sa mga nangyari. that's good diba? :)

oversleeping :I

geez. i overslept. hahahaha! spent more than half of vday sleeping. first time that this happened to me. it was already past 2 in the morning when i woke up. geeez. so much for valentine's day.

anyway, spent it with friends at qc. :)